caitlin curtis

caitlin curtis

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you're art (through and through) 🐋
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youth is one long intoxication: it is reason in a fever

3 Days ago
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fortifying my inner citadel We are often thrown into disarray when something we invest our faith in or hang our happiness on misfires. We take things such as love, prosperity, reputation, friendship and career to be fundamental to our happiness, forgetting that these are ultimately out of our control and can turn sour in an instant. It is impossible to think we can really control the outer aspects of our lives, as these are simply based on the chaotic whims of fortune, on chance. On inspection, the very things we think our happiness depends on turn out to be unstable and thus drive us to anxiety and distress. I want to stop blindly trusting in anything fortune could take away at once. There is one thing I can take hold of: myself. ‘If you are in possession of yourself you will possess something you would never wish to lose and something Fortune could never take away…. Happiness cannot consist in things governed by chance.’ I choose to focus on my inner citadel, the minimal self immune I can find against the chaos that ensues outside. I’ll be working to reach a point where my self-esteem won’t be dependent on fickle, circumstantial things but instead on what I can change, develop and rely on; me. From there, I can strengthen my will to cope in the face of adversity. To be stoic, and go out into the world facing every challenge with at once determination and indifference.

12 Days ago
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. outside in the night a crow laughs once brings me back to my senses reminds me of me

15 Days ago
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I am autonomous and brilliant once again and I can say big things with my small voice and I can pull a stallion over with the strength of my little finger and I can write stronger ramblings, I can grab the bull by the horns and I can I can I can keep going and going and thinking and thinking and I will step up to be this lucid resilient unstoppable woman I really am

19 Days ago
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so damn profound, it gives you vertigo

30 Days ago
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- in berry teas and gingerbread men in fixed showers in hot water in letting me stay and count coins with oats in our hands thank you :)

38 Days ago
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we spoop till we droop

47 Days ago
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wanderings!!

56 Days ago
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down with romanticism!! And also celery, that shit tastes like a dentist surgery

57 Days ago
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things what went bump in the night

64 Days ago
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.......... give to me the incomplete the rusty half done brittle and beaten I want to cut my hands on fast copper edges, or run fingers along well worn glances finding in those grooves some detail untold, retold, foretold barely holding on please be worse for wear found inutile bitter, broken, low; where in the unrefined there is profundity revealed I am at last distracted

66 Days ago
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the philosophy section in Newnham college's library makes me weep with desire

67 Days ago
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people aren't rocks but you are clay you squish and you splat you're still finding your definitions but you're soft and you endure (handle with care)

68 Days ago
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philosophically reliable

69 Days ago
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you know what? I am soft and I am strong and I am silent dynamite

74 Days ago
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we get it Caitlin, you like light through windows

75 Days ago
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your deeps and your shades / where the wild roses pray / such heat from pride

101 Days ago
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la que tenga que ahogarse que se ahogue

106 Days ago
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Made steadfast. There is one pure stream my days have run. The servant I, Initiate, of Idaean Jove; Where midnight Bacchus roves, I rove; I have endured his thunder-cry;

112 Days ago
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watching my rationality do a graceful kart-wheel in through the front door and then hurl itself 3 stories out my 1 story window into the river really has been the highlight of my year

114 Days ago
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freaky flower fairy and funky femme française here to swallow everything up in our collective black hole of nihilism

117 Days ago
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sunshine, partying and an earful of UV paint with some incredibly lovely and spirited people

160 Days ago
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Camus and sunshine and river and camping and fruities

168 Days ago
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sleep will not come because sleep does not will it

204 Days ago
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210 Days ago
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nonentity

222 Days ago
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249 Days ago
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256 Days ago
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We are ultimately lonely beings. We lack the means to properly express ourselves, and others lack the ability to apprehend our thoughts or identities. Hence we will toil over finding the right outfit, hairstyle and - where possible - body; we are desperate to convey to others our profound and expansive minds through one complete, finite image. It's a futile but endearing task. And, of course, the reverse it true. Other people can only be known to us as outfits, faces and instances of behaviour; in seeing them this way, we think of them in terms of fixed persons, thus widening the gap between our perception of ourselves and of others. It's isolating; other people seem so complete compared to our constantly flittering mentality. However, other minds are most likely very similar to ours, filled with just as many anxieties and uncertainties as our own. If we can realise the actual intensity and complexity of other minds, perhaps we may become more forgiving of each other. We'll appreciate that people will not behave as we expect them to and that they're equally tormented and confused. We can never know others, nor they us, but we can work to reduce the idea of distinction that separates us all.

259 Days ago
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dizzy on caffeine

275 Days ago
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semper feminina

280 Days ago
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292 Days ago
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just to be without desire

296 Days ago