Lisa-Maria

Lisa-Maria

@findloveyourbody

➵ 26 - austrian girl☽ endosister 🙏🏼 trying to find my balance in the world with endometriosis and adenomyosis ♥️it's okay not to be okay 💫awareness
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I will spend the christmas time with my family and friends. Cold temperatures, cozy weather, snow, food and longer days are reasons enough to enjoy it without social media. The nature takes a break, so I will do it too. The winter should be a slowly time to unwind his mind and body. The next few months will be very changeful for me and my life. I need to take a focus on myself and to live more attentive. During this, I wish all my endosisters a painless, wonderful time. Pls never stop to believe in yourself. You are much more stronger than you think. I wish all future mommies a great pregnancy and a wonderful childbirth. If you have any questions about endometriosis or if you want to write me a few sentences, feel free. You can send me an email (findloveyourbody @gmail.com) aand if you get likes from me during my absence it wasn’t me. I noticed the last days, that many posts got a heart even I didn’t see it before. (hope I did not got hacked 🤷🏼‍♀️). Well anyway, love and take care of yourself! Your body is your home. I will be back in spring 2018. Fresh and full of energy. findloveyourbody

42 Days ago
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48 Days ago
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Say good bye to all the things you don‘t need in your life. Say good bye to people, who don‘t understand when you are not able to going out because of your endopain. Say good bye to doctors when you aren’t comfortable with them. Say good bye to pills and birthcontrol pill when you haven’t a good feeling taking it. Say good bye to dairy products, because they really trigger endopain. Accept it. Accept you. Stop to compare. Say good bye to a relationship, you aren‘t enjoying. Say good bye to a job you don‘t like. Say good bye to all the things they hold you to go further. You are living with a chronic pain illness. You are special. You are worth it to live like a princess. Change your attitude. Your body need a friend. Your body is your best friend you will ever have. Pls, stop bad minds against your endo. Stop bad thoughts about your body. Because when you don‘t love him, he will never love you back. Start with easy things, start slowly. Create the life you deserve. Make your life as simple as possible. Living with a chronic disease is life enough. You are that powerful. 🖤 endometriosefindloveyourbod urbodyendometriosisadenomyosis

50 Days ago
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This babydog is one of the most beautiful souls in my life. He rescued me in one of my darkest time I ever had. He claimed me, when I needed it most and he loved me even when I don‘t loved myself. Maybe a not doglover (can‘t believe they exist actually) don‘t understand whereof I‘m talking about but I love this dog to the 🌙 and back and can‘t imagine a life without him anymore. He brings cozy vibes into our home and is one of the most honest souls on earth. bobbylove

51 Days ago
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If you could see yourself just for a day, you coul‘d see how everyone sees you. And my god, you are fucking beautiful. 🖤findloveyourbodyendometriose rioseendometriosisadenomyosisa

52 Days ago
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I got a new zyst yesterday. 🤦🏼‍♀️Means, back and strip pain on the right side. But monday stands for new hipopeners 🙋🏼I guess this asana has a name but I don’t know it now. You haven’t be a yogini to do this ☺️I hope the exercise is for everyone clear enough. The most important - BREATHE into it. Deep into your hip. Try to do it for 3-4 minutes and if you have any questions don‘t hesitate to ask! Enjoy your new week you beautiful soul and forgive yourself for everything you did in the past you are not proud of. You are doing this life thing for your first time.🖤findloveyourbodyendomet dometrioseendometriosisadenomy

52 Days ago
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If you are meaning „findloveyourbody“ is the result of my selflove journey - no it‘s not. The opposite is the game. It is the beginning. I‘m writing, posting, reading and thinking about selflove not because I‘m doing it for 100% already. I‘m trying it to do. I‘m concentrate me on things with selflove and selfpriority because I would like to learn it. I want to change my mind. My attitude and my feelings. I‘m trying to love me for one thing everyday because I want, to mean it at one day for real when I say „Lisa, you are a daaaaamn beautiful girl. And you are doing great at this life thing“. (with beautiful I mean my soul - very important addition) 🖤 It is the same with your first school day. You didn‘t go to school because you learned everything already. You did it because you want it to learn. 🖤 I‘m doing it via socialmedia because I would like to share my random thoughts with you maybe to inspire somebody and to get inspired. It is a hand-in-hand thing and a creative tool to manifest it. 🖤 I‘m posting not selfies because I‘m finding myself sexy as hell. I‘m posting it because I want to find me someday sexy as hell. Yes. You read it correctly. I want to find me sexy as hell (my very own „sexy as hell). I want to love me like I love my family. I like to be convinced of myself like I‘m from my man. Likes, followers or comments are extremely nice to see (don’t get me wrong and a huuge thank you for doing at this point) BUT for to love myself for real, from the buttom of my heart, they are useless. That’s a thing between me and me. I guess that‘s a lifetime thing, but there is nothing I want to learn more. findloveyourbodyadenomyosisend isendometrioseendometriosisaus

56 Days ago
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YOU ARE COMING HOME TO YOURSELF. 🖤🌿adenomyosisendometriosefin sefindloveyourbodyendometriosi

57 Days ago
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I was so afraid to do this. But I thought I could. So I did. 🍁🍂 Today was magical. The weather in austria is magical. The goldenautumn is magical. My pain was so much more magical as the last days and during the hike I was almost painfree. So you, yes you lovely endosister. If you are having a flare up, try to get up your ass from the couch and MOVE! MOVE your pelvic. Trust me. If it is only around the corner it's also fine, you must not go for a hike of course. I'm also not possible to do it everytime. You need a balance between rest days and leg days. 😁Now I'm laying on the couch, my left ovary pain is back and I'm too tired to go for a shower. champagneproblems. But I have this golden autumn nature still in my heart. Make yourself a priority and love yourself. 🍂findloveyourbodyadenomyosise osisendosisterendometriosisgol isgoldenautumnaustriavisitaust

58 Days ago
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A week ago I had my period, the pain was easier than now. Does this happen to anyone of you too? On such days I always step back and stretch stretch stretch my pelvis. In the beginning, every movement and every breathing hurts. As if my womb was a fireball that has too little space. At the end of my yogasession, it is at least half less. So I would like to show you in the next time just a few basics which do me good. To good to keep them only for me. ♥ ️ The video is speed x4. So stretch each side for about 3-4 minutes. :) & the most important. BREATHE. Breathe straight to the pain. Inhale deeply through your belly and exhale. Breathe as far as possible into your pelvic. I hope you're fine and love yourself. selfloveistherapy findloveyourbodyendometrioseh

59 Days ago
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I can't fall in love with the sky, if I know nothing about the ocean.☽ I can't fall in love with my body, if I know nothing about my soul. 🖤selfloveistherapy adenomyos omyosisendometrioseendometrios triosisendosisterfindloveyourb

60 Days ago
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Dear yoga, thank you for beeing a part of my life. You are always a relief against my pain. 🖤speed x4 thankfulfindloveyourbodyadenom denomyosisendometriosisendomet

61 Days ago
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Today I cried and laughed at once. I was in hope and fear at the same time and my thoughts were positive and negative at the same moment. The last days respectively weeks were busy and I can feel now how less time I made for myself. • • I'm going through a big personal change at the moment. I'm trying to find reasons where there is nothing logical and I'm trying to find answers of questions without any sense. Like why I got this endometriosis? Should I ask why I got it? Is there a task behind? A life lesson? If there is not, can tell me someone why illnesses exists actually? • • Well, I can't figure it out for today. But on days like this, I'm just trying to keep that life thing as simple as possible. On days like this I'm just trying to be and I'm just trying to have a day. I know, from the buttom of my soul, days will be better again. Until then, I have a day. • Keep life simple lovely endosister. Our illness is complex enough. 🖤findloveyourbodyendometriose rioseendosisteradenomyosisendo

63 Days ago
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63 Days ago
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Because it is worlddogday today. Happy celebrating bobby! You are my heart. and yes, he learned to sit on the stairs like a king 👑 doglover findloveyourbodyendo yendometrioseendometriosisendo sendosisteradenomyosisborderco

65 Days ago
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Today I pray for every person that secretly lives in pain. You are my hero. 🖤findloveyourbodyendometriosi riosisendometrioseendosisterad

66 Days ago
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Don't take anything personal from anyone you are not personal with. Let's be good to each other. selfloveisparadise 🖤endosiste sisterendometriosisendometrios

67 Days ago
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When it is your turn to face the darkness, this is when you become your own sun. You are more powerful and brave than you realize. - Erin Van Vuren findloveyourbody • • • a • • adenomyosisendometriosisen

71 Days ago
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This is my natural hair look in the morning when I felt asleep with wet hair the evening before. When I was a teenager I hated my curls. I really did. I spent hours in the bathroom. I colored it and cut it from really long to really short and and and.. 🤦🏼‍♀️ NOW I love my curls. I love my natural hair colour. BUT I also love to burnish and change my look either. The point is, I love both now and I'm thankful for my curls because they are giving me every day a different look. 🙌🏼 I wish you a great start into the new week and don't forget to love yourself ♥️ findloveyourbodyendosisterendo rendometriosisendometrioseaden

73 Days ago
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🖤Your body is your home. findloveyourbodyendosisteraden radenomyosisendometrioseendome

74 Days ago
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Your relationships will only go as deep as the relationship you have with yourself. 🖤 findloveyourbodyendometrio etrioseendometriosisendosister

77 Days ago
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Life is an echo. What you send out, comes back. What you sow, you reap. What you give, you get. What you see in others, exists in you. Do not judge or you will be judged. Radiate and give love and love comes back to you. 🖤findloveyourbodyadenomyosise osisendosisterendometriosisend

79 Days ago
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Ooops, we did it again 😁☺️♥️findloveyourbodyendosist osisteradenomyosisendometriosi

81 Days ago
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If you are fighting several battles at ones and still getting up every day to stand - YOU ARE MY FUCKING HERO. findloveyourbody 🖤 endosisteradenomyosisendome

85 Days ago
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The fact that someone else loves you, doesn't rescue you from the project of loving yourself. 🌙✨🖤 findloveyourbodyendometrioseen oseendometriosisendosisteraden @selflovemantras

86 Days ago
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Because instagram profil's and the real life are not the same. Pictures and the soul behind either. May you see a girl that seems to be happy as fuck. May it is a girl that is in trouble like hell. formorerealityoninstagram 🌙✨Love yourself 🖤 endometrioseadenomyosisend isendosisterendometriosisfindl

87 Days ago
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I just read this beautiful endostory at ( @endoeducation) and I will not keep it only in my mind and would like to use it as a little reminder: If a treatment is not working on you, doesn't mean it is not working or having bad side effects for another women either. Try whatever your inner voice is guiding you. Thank you @shauna.marie.xo for sharing your story. ♥️ • Hi! My name is Shauna, I'm from Canada, I have stage 3 endometriosis and this is my story! I got my first period when I was 11 years old, and was put on birth control at age 12 for heavy periods. My doctor never bothered to look into why I was having severe period problems, but figured it was best to just put me on continuous medication. Fast forward to age 18 - I started looking into the long term effects of birth control pills and decided I should take myself off and see what happens. After a few months my heavy periods and severe pain returned so I decided to try to find the root of the problem. After seeing 3 doctors I had an exploratory laparoscopy surgery. I was diagnosed with stage 3 endometriosis at age 21. I am now 22 years old and after several unsuccessful hormone treatments I'm into my second month of lupron with hormone feedback. I haven't felt this great in years. I have my life back without the nasty depression and anxiety that usually follows with hormone treatment. I can exercise, run, stretch, have sex, work and do everything a 22 year old should be able to do. I have minimal pain and very light periods. Lupron for me has been a life saver. It's reduced the depression that comes with chronic illness as I'm gaining my life back again. Everyone always told me the horror stories of lupron so I used it as a last resort. If you are in the same place I was you are not alone! Everybody's body is different and  what doesn't work for one CAN work for another. I refuse to be defeated 💪💛 findloveyourbodyendosiste sisterendometriosistreatmentsl

88 Days ago
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I know I'm not perfect in making videos and I'm just at the beginning of my yoga journey (and the physically part are just ten percent of it). BUT I'm in love doing hip openers against my pelvic pain and to share with you how imperfectly perfect my yoga sesh looks like. Do more of what makes your soul happy and forget the rest. 🖤➳ love yourself☽ • • • findloveyourbo ourbodyendosisterendometriosis

88 Days ago
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Because I get often comments or messages from other women with the addition: "But you haven't to answer if it is too private." Hey girls! You can ask me whatever you want. Via message or comment or in a story. 😅🙌🏼No matter how or what. Because we are talking about an illness and not about me. I'm not my illness so it is never too private. ✨🌙🖤Love yourself. endometrioseendometriosisendo sendosisteradenomyosisfindlove

90 Days ago
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No one asked or said anything about it, but there is something I really like to share with you: I'm not interested in followers, likes and in this stupid online challenging (nobody should). What do you have from visuel likes? I created findloveyourbody for my own paintherapy. That I havn't the feeling I'm alone with this pain, thoughts and illness. To build up a community and to share my life with endometriosis and random thoughts about. Nothing more and nothing less. I use socialmedia because to be social on media. I use social media to show the world who I am and for raising awareness. I use social media because it is the easiest and most common way for this. • • Yes, I do the "like4like" game too BUT not because to represent myself. If any of them is hopping on my account to take a look and read about endometriosis, I won. And even one person per week is one more person who heard about endo. • • How stupid should it be to stress myself because of likes and followers. I'm a chronic pain patient. I have other things to do 🤦🏼‍♀️AND the most important thing is, I will not put my happiness and inner satisfaction in the hands of others (think about that).I am my own hero. • • If you read this post all the way down here, leave me a heart in the comments pls ♥️ - you might be really interested in my life with endometriosis. thank you for your trust you stick in me. If not, I guess my account is not the right for you. 🙋🏼and yes, as you know my english is far away from perfect, I'm just trying to be "international" 😁♥️🌙Love yourself.✨ findloveyourbodyend dyendosisteradenomyosisendomet

92 Days ago
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The magic we hold within is so powerful but it can only rise to the surface when we are in a space that supports it. 🖤 Thank you for living this rollercoaster-life with me. You are my mountain. findloveyourbodyendosisterendo rendometrioseendometriosisaden by: @koflerraphaela & @philfux 😁😁😁

93 Days ago
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I know, it is hard to understand. But the place you are right now, is exactly the place where you purposed to be. Trust life 🌙✨ findloveyourbodyendometriosisa osisadenomyosisendosisterendom

93 Days ago
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I made mistakes and the correct. I made doings, changes and several jobs. I cried a lot, laughed a lot and I was around 12 years old when it was the last time being healthy. I'm a 26 year old woman now. With a lots of feelings and dreams. I'm living with different chronic illnesses since 14 years but I'm still fighting and that is all that count. I'm still fighting. Sometimes I miss my past. Sometimes I'm scared for the future, even when I know the present is the "place to be". But sometimes is nothing right or wrong. Nothing logical and nothing wise. Sometimes I regret things, sometimes I'm happy about. I'm a girl in a painful body who is trying to find her balance in the world, her place and her passion. I'm sure, one day I will wake up and all this makes sense. All the pain and all the beautiful people in my life who have crossed my path. Until then, I'm doing my best. Maybe this makes no sense for everybody. But it makes sense to me.🖤 findloveyourbodyendometrioseen oseendosisterendometriosisaden

95 Days ago